Saying Sorry

Believe it or not
I’m lost without you
I’ve never felt this way
Not with anyone different or the same
And I know all this is with me to blame

Trying real hard
Only gets me so far
So I’d be surprised if you didn’t hate me
You’ve consumed all my time
And you’ve made me so happy, lately

But I messed up real bad
And sorry can’t be said
Because it has no meaning
So I’m crying and screaming
To say all those words
But will you listen?

Lost in these words or hope and devotion
Letting my feelings out in the open
Lost in all this
Something to be missed
Will you help me from falling?

Screaming and calling
Howling, falling
Can you see I mean this
When I say I’m sorry?