How Can You Say You Are Loved?

Like a virus, you over run throughout me
Like a knife, you cut into my heart
And it’s hard to deny all the things you can do
I’m waiting for the moment to seize you
Just waiting to stab your heart

You course through my veins
Controlling my mind
You make me do as you please
From the desk I sit at
To under the blanket in bed
The moments before death from disease

You over run my morals
You take away my strength
So calm as you consume me
With actions so deadly
I fell I am going insane

From the time I step foot
In the abode of your world
Until night, when time does not prevail
You rip out my insides and drag them around
Yet somehow, I still stand before you

I do not run or cry
As you slowly eat my insides
A flesh eating monster
A fierce, caring friend
Yet I do not know how to stop you

Through fire and flames
I wait in pain
For the hour I can run
But for now, I am stuck
By the forces you muster
Yet I still say that you love

As you course through my body
A drug in a sense
I wonder if it is true
Ten thousand corpses of people like me
Were laid to rest by your will done

A sense of wine in the veins
A trace of cyanide in the blood
Your murdering spree is not done
When you poison our morals
With pride, and lust
How can you say you have loved?

Your deadly concoction
Of baptism by blood
Is nothing short of no fun
Through the thick and the thin
You kill off the pain
Just like an addicting drug

A traitor of laws
A pirate of the people
It is you who is done
And as I find my antidote
A mixture in glass
How can you say you are loved?